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| About Me: |
| You know what?
Shit happens.
And what are you gonna do, give up?
Quit?...
I realize now that when your heart breaks, you've got to fight like hell to make sure you're still alive.
Cause you are, and that pain you feel.....
it's life.
The fear...that's there to remind you that somewhere there is something better.
And that something is worth fighting for.
So don't give up...even if someone has given up on you.
Life is short.
And therefore
I don't have the time nor do I care about the judgement the world may pass.
I've changed.
For better or worse I don't know.
You can get used to it or you can walk away.
I am who I am and approval isn't needed.
I'm not a perfect girl.
My hair doesn't always stay in place and I spill things a lot.
I'm pretty clumsy and I sometimes have a broken heart.
Maybe some days nothing goes right.
I am not the girl you are looking for, my search is endless, eternal.
I cannot be found, I cannot be tied down, my spirit is free to wander.
I search, I am a searcher, forever and always. I am intelligent, I am smart, I am human,I am precious,I laugh when I shouldn't, I have feelings, I sing out of tune and dance really badly.....I am unique, I hurt, I cry for you and I fuck like there is no tomorrow.....
I will be fiercly loyal and love you, fight for you 'til the end but I am not good enough for you to love and I don’t expect it. Sometimes I don't know who I am and sometimes I don't care. I am nothing special at all, I know it, I accepted it a long time ago.
I am not the best looking girl on here...not even close...but that's ok because I am me and when I think about it and take a step back I remember how amazing life truly is and that maybe...
just maybe...
I like being me.
I am not the girl you are looking for, but I wish you luck in your search, may it bring you all you dream of.......Live, laugh and love. Stay sexy people, Lil x |
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| My Current Status: |
I gotta go sleep...off my bed...off! Shoo! And thanks for the laughs tonight all x
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| My Stats: |
I am: |
Female |
Sexual Preference: |
Guys |
Am seeking: |
No one at the moment |
Marital Status: |
Single |
In relationship with: |
Pandk04
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Children: |
Dependent |
Age: |
41
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Location: |
Here, Essex, United Kingdom |
NN Status: |
 
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My
Starsign: |
Aries
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My
Favourite posters on NN are: |
The real people.
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Interests I have are: |
Arts / Crafts, Astrology / New Age, Motor Racing, Music, Nature, Computers / Internet, Cooking, Yoga / Meditation |
Other
Interests I have are: |
Writing and photography...blogging is cathartic. Talk hard people:) |
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I
have been a Member of NN since: |
17-Jul-09, and I am a premium member
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I
last logged into NN: |
6-Feb-12
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My Appearance: |
| Race/Ethnicity: | Caucasian (White) |
| Body Type: | Average |
| Body Shape: | Hourglass |
| Height: | 5' 7" (170cm) |
| Weight: | 136lbs (9st 10lbs) (61.9kg) |
| Eye Colour: | Brown |
| Hair Colour: | Black |
| Best Feature: | Hair |
| Pubic Hair: | Trimmed |
| Tatoos: | 3 - 5 Visible |
| Piercings: | Lip, Ears, Nose |
| Breasts: | Natural |
| Bra Cup Size: | D |
| Bust: | 38" (96cm) |
| Waist: | 32" (81cm) |
| Hips: | 35" (89cm) |
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My Professional Life: |
| Education: | College |
| Employment Status: | Part Time |
| Industry: | Medical / Health Services |
| Job Role: | Technical |
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My Lifestyle: |
| Smoking: | Daily |
| Drinking: | No |
| Food Preference: | Non-vegetarian |
| Religion: | Spiritual but not religious |
| Sense of Humour: | Friendly |
| Social Behaviour: | Shy |
| Personality: | Home body |
| Libido: | Rampant |
Kinkiest place
I've had sex: | Being slammed up against the fridge and teased until I am begging rates top! |
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Spoken Languages: |
English, Other
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My Favourites: |
| Movie: | Untamed Heart |
| Actor/Actress: | Christian Slater |
| Book: | We need to talk about Kevin - Lionel Shriver |
| Author: | Lee Child/Stephen King |
| Song: | I will not be broken - Bonnie Raitt |
| Band: | Rascal Flatts |
| TV Show: | None...I don't watch tv :) |
| Sport: | F1 forever |
| Drink: | Tea...sad eh? |
| Food: | Pizza |
| Pastime: | Reading and making my man feel good. |
| Thing: | My 40th birthday zippo |
| Sex Position: | Any |
Famous person I'd like
to have sex with: | Kevin Rankin/ Bam Margera |
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Self Description: |
| What makes me happy: | Hot, greasy pizza works well :). Daft romantic gestures, being able to be me with someone, a message in the morning just to make me smile, stolen moments, rainbows and thunderstorms, unexpected gifts and gentle kisses and a secret 'goodnight'... x
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| What makes me sad: | That I just wasn't good enough to be loved and to be proud of and never will be. I wish I had been :( |
| What makes me mad: | Lack of compassion and understanding in this world...prejudice and judgement.
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| My bad habits: | Honesty, trust and loyalty....oh and self-depreciation :) |
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My Final Thought: |
The meaning of life is...
to love....if you don't cherish and appreciate the love you are offered, one day you will turn around and it will be just a memory in the shadows of the night and a poignant smile in the loneliness of old age. Love will fade when not returned then one day...one hard day...you need it and it's gone xx
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(Profile last updated: 23-Jan-12)
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